Regretting my past deeds

Karan stood all alone in the balcony of his posh penthouse on looking the sea. Cold breeze rising from the ocean swept his hair turning them into a mess. But he was least bothered. All he was worrying about was his love, the way he treated her in the past. He genuinely regretted the way he was turning out to be through the course of time. A million of thoughts run past his mind at that moment.

I regret every time I was harsh on you,

I regret every single moment I made you cry,

I was out of control however hard I tried,

To control my frustration because of this life so dry,

I know you love me with all your heart,

But be completely sure my love, I never wanna move apart,

I wanna give you every happiness of this universe,

But don’t know why the conditions are so averse,

Whatever I try to bring a smile on your face,

Starts a whole new cycle of a greater darker phase,

I am broken of failed attempts I make,

I always tried making you proud, steps only in that direction I always take,

Now I challenge the eternal sea of power,

Please listen my prayer, please come a little lower,

I have never demanded much for my own personality,

But didn’t I prayed for her happiness with ardent punctuality,

If you want to give, give punishment to my soul,

Why you are making us both suffer as an entity whole,

The very first day, I took all the sadness on my side,

Because smile of my princess brings an eternal sense of pride…..

He knew he never wanted to make her cry as her cries meant like hard stones rolling on his own heart. He wished he could change all the decisions he had made that brought sorrows to her. He wished he could have been a little soft at her. He knew all that she demanded was a little time and attention from him. But in the blindness and greed of money, he forgot many important things in his life. He forgot how he yearned for genuine love from the very childhood. Being brought up in an orphanage, he wished someone would be there to care for her. With time he found Ayesha, it appeared he got the world in itself. Her love was the anchor of his strength but as he got into a mad race towards success, he run past many important people and important events that had always made her happy. In the blindness of success and power he ignored love and care which he yearned from the core of his heart. The particular incident that took Ayesha away today made her realize how bad he was at judging and setting priorities throughout his life……….

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Life... the eternal journey

Either Run!! Walk, if cant run… Crawl, if cant walk… Because stopping at a point will never give direction.. But moving would surely lead to solutions….. Life is constantly moving. It gives new experiences each single day. It is never the same. It is never constant. Life is a process and we are meant to perform the process in synchronization of its speed else we would be left behind somewhere. There is no point of stopping midway in life thinking of the past experiences as we have very less time in our hands to take the right decision that can turn our future bright. If we keep on hooked to the moments that are gone, we ourselves are freeing lesser space for more to come in future. Human brain is vast but it has the tendency to think over a particular issue at a time. If we keep on feeding it with redundant and obsolete data, surely it would decrease our efficiency as a person to work upon our development and success. Never stop, yes it is alright to halt for a momen

Gore haathon me mehandi ka rang hai gehra.... Laage hai ab pyar karne waalon ka aane wala hai waqt sunahara... Ek ek pal ab lagne laga hai thehara thehera.... Ab to bas saanson par hai ek bas yaar ke naam ka pehra... Aa jaye bas ab wo pal jab milein pyar karne waale do dil.... Waqt ko bhagao jaldi kaho yar ko ab jaldi se aa mil Aane ko hi ab hai raat milan ki... Khatam hone ko hi hain ab ghadiyaan sabar ki... Aayega jab yaar tab aayegi suhaani bahaar Milega aakhirkaar tootkar chaha hua wo pyar Jeewan mein fir ek naya savera hoga Khushiyon ka subah shaam fir zindagi mein basera hoga... -Anmol

Think before you act, your act affects others, do consider this fact…

“This is my life!! Do not try to interfere”…. Pallav shouted hard at Meera, hard enough to shake the very soul of her. She had always been the most affectionate and caring personality in Pallav’s life right from his childhood. She had been a friend, companion, a support system and his soul mate. She had seen worse times of his life and made sure he never broke off during the darkened phases of life. She had cared for him as a mother, listened to his apprehensions like a sister, supported him as a wife, and stood by her through the test of time. Their relationship was the one where the weight to push forward the relationship and future were only on the delicate shoulders of Meera. Every single night she would cry hard thinking about her destiny that her future held. It was not that she was unhappy about her relationship. But, she too deserved care; she yearned for love; she wanted affection from the one whom she considers her life. She had always been a pillar that supported

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