“This is my life!! Do not try to interfere”….
Pallav shouted hard at Meera, hard enough to shake the very soul of her. She had always been the most affectionate and caring personality in Pallav’s life right from his childhood. She had been a friend, companion, a support system and his soul mate. She had seen worse times of his life and made sure he never broke off during the darkened phases of life. She had cared for him as a mother, listened to his apprehensions like a sister, supported him as a wife, and stood by her through the test of time. Their relationship was the one where the weight to push forward the relationship and future were only on the delicate shoulders of Meera. Every single night she would cry hard thinking about her destiny that her future held. It was not that she was unhappy about her relationship.
But, she too deserved care; she yearned for love; she wanted affection from the one whom she considers her life. She had always been a pillar that supported Pallav hard but in return she always got nothing more than deep scratches. She admired his care that he used to show earlier, his sensibility, his practicality and farsightedness but she wished he was a bit emotional and sentimental. He always ignored her when she needed him the most. Her darkened and lonely life always wished to be guided by the lighthouse named ‘Pallav’, but she never got the direction that she needed and was drowning deeper in to the pool of darkness because of Pallav. She had long lost her dreams and aspirations because she was busy fulfilling his dreams. She sacrificed every wish of his to make him happy.
Even in the scariest nightmares, she had never imagined a day when Pallav would accuse her to be a despo who would not let him take a breath. She couldn’t believe her ears when she heard that her never ending care was called irritating and termed as constant nibbling. She wished she should die. She wished she should perish. She had no right to live after caring for a person who never saw the love behind her actions….
Often in life, we ignore the ones who genuinely care for us from the core of the heart. We forget how they sacrifice their happiness only because of our well-being. Parents, friends, soul mates, companions, in life there are many such relations whose support is only on the pillars of love and care. Never shake those pillars else the building of your life would surely collapse.
To be continued…..
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