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It all started when I started dreaming, and the day I started dreaming about my bright future came much long after a dark night which I believed was destined to never leave my back, till the time I am alive. I had once given up all hopes to have a bright future, but I got the much needed motivation, only because of what I write. I write not only to pursue my passion, it is more of my need.  The day I do not write, I am always filled with so heavy guilt and heaviness.
How I started my new life?
This question goes back to July 2014. It was a time, when I had completed my graduation. I used to write for a hobby and had recently started to write professionally as a content writer as a freelancer, but the major break came through a new hope, I got when I got an opportunity to participate in a short story contest. That contest promised what I had in my mind. I wanted to get published as a writer, the hopes of which I had accumulated recently. I felt like my life had only one hope left. Because I had nothing to lose then. I lost my parents due to medical illness, the remorse of which I am still till date not able to overcome, and from that time I had started making my dreams die one by one, and made my life an eternal dark cave, but somehow life approached me once again when I got hold of this contest, I knew what I wanted to do, because my friend group appreciated my writings, and till that point, the creative writer in me was much of a personal affair. I wished to give a jump start to my career and my experiment, and I felt that if I got published, my dream would start once again. And I participated in it, and as the results came, I got the best news of my life in ages, I got chosen to be featured in the anthology, and thus began a journey, which made me start my new life. I was thus made to dream once again of a bright future. And I had made a firm resolve, now to break all the obstacles, which had been hindering my movement to a new life. Earlier, I was always afraid to take a bold step, to step out in the world, all alone to listen to my heart and to pursue what I wished, but this small success made me confident, and I left behind all what I had, all my belongings, all relations, all what I had known to be mine. All I believed that time was that only I am my own, and nothing else matters. And thus I packed my bag one day, and without informing anyone, I moved myself, all the way to Delhi. I had long dreamed of starting a new life from scratch, forgetting all that which have caused me pain. I do not want to disclose what all hurt me in my previous life, but my move to Delhi, to pursue my passion in Delhi, was something which I can say to be a second birth, a second life, which had been a gift from my side, to my own personality. Today, I have a job, and feel myself completely happy and satisfied for the decision I took and am happy that I started a new life, and taking a bold step to change what I did not like.

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