Should I die?

A basic question when we are broken to the core. When we begin to think that destiny and fortune are unfair to us. We start to think that the world is not meant for us or maybe we are not meant to live in this world. We start blaming ourselves for our condition. Then comes a time when we start to have suicidal tendencies. A person begins to think that there is nothing left in this world that can grip him to live. No person, no achievement is as big as his decision to end his life. He wants just the end of all the problems in one go. He feels shattered and broken, weak to again rise and fight against the injustice done to him. He feels that God do not favours him in any circumstance.
The fact underlies in these circumstances is that he does not wish to face the harsh struggles. He wishes an easy path. But he is unable to understand that the end is not in his hands. God defines every single moment, every situation, every circumstance and everything he goes through in his lifetime. With these thoughts, he instead of challenging the harsh difficulties starts challenging God himself. He does not realize that if God has the power to maintain this world, then surely he can maintain your life in a much perfect way than you yourself. One start to question the authority of God, failing to realize that the God has only given life to all. Then why can't we surrender our being to him? Why cant we realize that if he has given life to us, he will make it worth it. He is our father, and the father never forget his children. Maybe he is quiet at this juncture, but surely he is not ignoring. By the tangled conditions, he wants us to learn some lessons that would help us further in knowing our own potential. Without fire, not even earthen pots become strong to pour water. Similarly by the heat of the situations and our reactions, our character grows more mature, our personality more ripe and we more sensible altogether.
Dying is not the solution. It might appear, but it surely is not the end to your problems. Think over it. What will happen once you die? Your loved ones would be left with an eternal guilt of not giving you proper support. Even if you succeed in parting away with your problems, your loved ones will suffer just because of you. Every day they will doubt their own self. If they were not worth living, their love was not enough to make you fight your own struggles. Think over it. Your soul, i.e. your personality would never be contended if you make someone unhappy. Your each action affect everyone around you. Your parents, siblings, friends and your loved ones, family, everyone will suffer because of only you. You can say, I have no one to worry, no parents, no friends, no family, no wife, no children. But have you ever gave a thought that your life will not be the same throughout. Eventually, you would surely find your support if today you are going through darkened nights, one day sun will surely shine bright. If you give up at night, you will miss the golden chance to see bright daylight. Never hurry, because haste makes waste. Whenever you are not sure if life is worth living, think once that people who have nothing to call their own are present in the world too, not because they are fearful of dying but because of the hope that one day everything would be fine.